You don’t realize the fears that are still in your heart…until you are faced with an opportunity which triggers this particular fear and brings it to the forefront.
K asked me to help her with a wedding reception. I was excited and said yes. Then I got to thinking what if I mess up? What if someone thinks I’m too ugly to serve?
And really it isn’t about me at all…its about blending into the background and making the experience a good one for the bride/groom and everyone else.
Praying for strength. That I will turn my back on the lies the evil one is trying to get me off course with.